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Smeared black ink, your palms are sweaty and I'm barely listening to last demands. I'm staring at the asphalt wondering what's buried underneath where I am. I'll wear my badge. A vinyl sticker with big block letters adherent to my chest that tells your new friends: I am a visitor here I am not permanent. And the only thing keeping me dry is where I am. You seem so out of context in this gaudy apartment complex. A stranger with your door key explaining that i'm just visiting and i am finally seeing why I was the one worth leaving.

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[ February 21st 2012 & 2:08am]
Maybe.. Just maybe, I'll start posting here.
Ha.
I much prefer tumblr.
a stranger with 0 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

turntable [ August 4th 2011 & 5:24pm]
http://turntable.fm/4e3b553c14169c4fd606bb7b


wooo
a stranger with 1 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

i think it's funny that LJ for me is just about communities. [ October 20th 2010 & 8:25pm]
like, honestly. I'd delete mine if it wasn't for all the amazing friends I've made on this thing.
a stranger with 0 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ May 20th 2010 & 3:15pm]
I am more so on tumblr, so follow me there

gotmylifeinasuitcase.tumblr.com/

I use this mainly for ONTD and other communites.

But maybe every so often I'll post here.
a stranger with 1 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ November 9th 2009 & 9:19am]


i met a tiger.
a stranger with 0 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ August 20th 2009 & 9:29pm]
my best friend (who is also my ex) isn't speaking to me.

i don't.. even know?

it was epicly AWESOME to hear him mad at me.

for no reason.

i mean, if we fought. that'd make sense? i guess?
a stranger with 0 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ March 12th 2009 & 2:05pm]
i am so fucking sick of this bullshit.

the end.
a stranger with 1 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

you made me fall forever with no end in sight. [ April 29th 2008 & 6:29pm]
I'm actually going to write in this, I think.

Today is one year exactly that Tom and I broke up. And I lost apart of myself during this year. Maybe it was the worst year I've had? No. It wasn't. Yes, I lost my best friend. But I learned a lot about myself. I made so many mistakes this year... falling into stupid guys. getting hurt. hurting people, thinking that I'd feel better. I did feel better, but then I realized how fucked up that was of me to do.

And today, Tom and I have a fragile friendship... but it's intense. I'm glad to have him back in my life. Last night we had a conversation that honestly brought tears to my eyes.

Anyway. I'm off to do governement. More later. I'm going to post about Idol... which was 2 weeks ago HA, but... I need to get it off my chest.
a stranger with 0 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

sunday best. [ November 4th 2007 & 8:41pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Applying to colleges is stressful. Life is stressful... this whole goddamn thing with my ex boyfriend/ex best friend needs to end. I literally can't live without him, as I'm learning.


Today I sent in like 3 applications. It was glorious. I don't care if I get rejected to these schools. I realize that my #1 choice has changed. A huge, huge, huge huge amount. And now if I don't get in, I'm going to be crushed.

a stranger with 2 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

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